Two ways you could write your life:

“I am so small, and I make such stupid messes that even if the Creator of this magnificent universe had some plan for me, by now He must have given up. So I do too.”

Or:

“I am so small, and I make such stupid messes, yet nevertheless the Creator of this magnificent universe will not let go of His belief in me.”

“And so neither will I.”

~ The Lubavitcher Rebbe as quoted by R’ Tzvi Freeman